possible par ab kya kare, in words of pitroda "hua toh hua..."

- i'll give him his space and time to come out of grief first,
what bugs my brains is my parents always insisted to us all to consider all our cousins as own siblings not just blood related ones, that's why i was taken care of by my elder cousins, going as far as washing me after nature's call at times - and that's how i also treated all my younger cousins when their time came...
but 2000s borns who had much easier lives than us with lots of guide books to fuckin' jio wala speedy uninterrupted internet to some proper computers and smartphones and tuition classes to even AC and dedicated bedrooms and convenience means like scooters et all...they rather look down on us in 'ok boomer' ways ?!

or perhaps think of us as sore losers something...
chalo koi nahi, "the world we were born in has died already, the world they were born in is going to die soon, the world next generation will be born in will have died by the time they grow up..." and so the cycle of parivartan continues...