Hi all,
this is just a brief update from my side over my absence here, as some people here tagged me for various posts, usually those firearms related posts and all, but got nothing as reply, and believe me it's not that I didn't want to discuss about it all, i was just...
the thing is, i'm facing numerous challenges in my personal life rn, from family issues to financial woes and even my physical-mental health is getting affected, as if it wasn't enough my parents are also going through health issues...dealing with all while trying to be active on internet discussion places wasn't possible for me, my peace of mind is completely gone, all the means of coping have stopped working on me, and at times i get thoughts of
sleeping forever, to never wake up again
so i'm just distancing myself from things on internet and in real life as well, for now my line of thought is to try to fix something in life within next six months at best and then i may be able to be active on internet again like before; otherwise let's see where life takes me...